Birthday!

How could I almost forget that today is my brother's birthday? *geleng kepala*

Anyways, I'd like to wish a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my brother, Aldrin. Wherever you are now; either at home or at work, enjoy today!!! Have a blessed birthday!

Love,
Lydia

Kasih itu tidak cemburu

Morning all! Another gloomy day here. Tapi semuanya indah!

*Beep* i received a message. I was too lazy to check my phone, so i wondered who would send me a message at 7am. But in the end, i reached my phone and *wohoooo* it was my sister. She told me that one of the twins rang her. What a great way to say 'good morning' to me. (Neng, nai uwe jealous, psl kasih itu tidak cemburu ;) ;p).

Naddyia will always be Naddyia. She will always try to find ways to make me jealous, or sasak, or apa2 saja yang sewaktu dengannya. I checked my fb, and as expected, she left 2 messages on my wall. Sweet! Love you! Then i logged in to my msn and there she was. Well, sayang, you did manage to make me feel jealous (sikit saja bah), tapi Firman Tuhan lebih berkuasa, sayang. :) I miss you!

I dont know what Im going to do for today.

Okay all, good day! Ceria selalu~ :)

p/s: Babe, best of luck with the rest of ur exams.

Lydia! lydia! lydia! Lyd~

Weheeeyyyy! 'you dont know what naughty means.' cishhhh! Guess who said that to me.

Im at my aunt's, just arrived yesterday. The same unwanted thing happened to me, AGAIN! *nda pandai jarih* I missed the train to London, but not because I went to the wrong platform. If it was not for the traffic i'd have reached the station 5 mins before departure. Plus, the taxi driver took the longer route! Urgh! And also, my luggage was SO heavy that i took so much time to carry it. Upon my arrival in London Paddington i was supposed to go to London Bridge to catch the next train to West Malling. But guess what? I didnt go there, instead i took the train from Victoria station ('cause i didnt want to carry my luggage up and down the stairs. Barat bah). Hehe. Memandai aku ah.

When I reached my aunt's home, Sophie couldnt stop calling me to play with her. Mau ke toilet pun ia tanya. Mau naik atas sekejap pun ikut. Pergi dapur sekejap pun ikut. Pendek kata, Sophie is my 'ekor'. She was sitting next to me earlier, and she said, 'Im tired.' Then i asked, 'of what?' She answered, 'im tired of sitting upstairs.' LOL!!! Girl, I didnt ask you to sit in the room with me. So i told her to go downstairs but according to her theres NOBODY downstairs! Right~~ And oh, just a min ago she reported to her mummy, 'Mum, Lydia's been naughty. She's been moving here and there.' Then my aunt said, 'maybe u didnt listen to her.' Nyehhh~~ reporter much?

Okay, aku mau mengusut sekejap. Bear with me, pls. Im sick of people of this kind: balik brunei nda text aku eh. So you were expecting me to text you when i reached home, ey? Like, how?? I didnt even have your number. So bila aku sampai di Cardiff sudah baru tah kan sibuk2 bagi aku such a comment. That's so sweet of you. NOT! It's like you're blaming me for not trying to contact you. Why didnt you try to contact me while i was in Brunei, ey? Suka bnr ku tu org mcm atu. God bless you!

Ok, thats for now. Cheerios!

p/s: I wish i had 'pintu sakti Doraemon'

Syukur

Mood: Extremely happy!

Why?

Because im done with taxation exam. And HE loves me! And, i watched 'the proposal', sweet! :D

Im so blessed! God's great, HE's so good!

Bila Tuhan mengujimu

I have been crying my heart out since my departure on Thursday. But then I believe that semua ni ujian saja. I never liked being away from the family, i never wanted to be away from them. Yes, i'm so attached to them, mcm glue. kita sebagai manusia cuma mampu merancang, tapi Tuhan yg merencanakan semua.

Firman Tuhan berkata ujian-ujian yg kita alami tidak pernah mengatasi kekuatan yg DIA berikan. Amen. Semua ujian2 itu membuat kita semakin dekat dgn DIA.

Father O God, thanks for the uncountable blessing, the never ending love You give since i was born. I love you, Lord!

I miss them! :'(

Exhausted. Sad. I really miss them!

It's 4pm and yet i havent had my rest after the very long journey from Brunei to Cardiff. I dont feel like sleeping. Pejam mata sekejap terkenangkan family, soon 'hujan' tia. 'Hujan' non-stop, banjir Cardiff ni krg. So i rather chat with Naddyia (babe, kirim salam rindu arah drng mama, okies? <3).

taxation, im so gonna 'kill' you on Monday! Monday will be the last time i do taxation, cobaaaa!

p/s: Eneng, nam nangi2, ok? napeh nai ko dapat concentrate ngaru revision. blajar do2. Good luck to us! Love you, and mama, and bapa, and the 3 bros! :'(. eh salah, :) ;p

rindu rindu rindu. sayang sayang sayang.

Brunei, here I come

Home home home!

Yay!!! I can't wait for my flight to Brunei tomorrow morning. I can see my family again after not seeing them for a year and 9mths. I cant wait to chit-chat with my dad, mum and sis. Masa, cepatlah berlalu. 'cause I really dont like this feeling of emptiness, like when someone that is so close to you is so so far away from you now. May you have a safe journey home.

Guess what? something weird yet embarrassing happened to me in the morning. The tiredness made me forgot of my pin no. How could that happen when the last time i withdrew cash was yesterday? Thats the strange bit. The embarrassing parts were tears rolled down my cheeks, and I almost cried when one of the bank assistants said that the pin no would only be posted to my term-address 3 days later. Darn it! I need my pin no now. Yes, Im emotionally fragile, especially when im very tired.

Im done with packing. And now Im off to get some rest.

Cheerios!

p/s: i miss you. And please be strong.